~breathing
out~ Wednesday,
14th February 2001
the
first dive ~ of
my life. it just happened. what a feeling. it
took some minutes for my breathing to calm down, for my body to find its balance
in this other world beneath the surface, until i finally started to float it's
like a miracle. i
never knew it was possible, to stream through water, free from weight, past coral
reefs, past colored fish. like
flying it feels. like drifting along the ground of the ocean. all
you need to navigate is your feet. and your breathe. inhale deeply, and you rise.
exhale deeply, and you sink. i had no idea how long i can exhale. and
the water! it is unbelievable clear here, thus making it possible to see eight
to ten meters, even here, right at the island, in the "home reef", how
this reef is called by Ralf, the diving instructor. for the first dive, it was
just him and me. this afternoon, Gabi will join, the other member of our twin
course. it
was good that i staid another week. that i came here, to this island. first i
thought of returning to Ko PhaNgan, but then i knew that the others were leaving
soon. plus there is Ko Tao. the perfect place to dive. with great beaches. and
wooden bungalows built into the hills, with an ocean view. it
all feels like meant to be. the possibility to change tickets. Carol's suggestion
to learn to dive. and the place for it, Ko Tao, just a ferry ticket away. i boarded
the ferry without knowing where to stay in Ko Tao. sitting there, i heard a guy
talk about diving. "You
know about diving in Ko Tao," I asked him. "I should know. I am a
diving instructor," he said, and told me where to go: Tanote Bay.
and
so i went. and got the last free bungalow. in the afternoon, i walked along the
bay. visited the diving school. asked about courses. the answer: yes, there is
a course, it just started, i can join right away. next lesson: in two hours. in
the evening, dinner in the little restaurant. and for the first time, when i walked
down the steps to entered the terrace, and saw all those strange faces, a feeling
of unsureness. yet one of the travellers saw me arriving, and offered a seat at
the table he sat. "I'm Jean," he said. "From France, but studying
Chinese medicine in Beijing at the moment."
later, Donella from Italy joined our table, and Jean told a story that seemed
like the continuation of the Ko Pha Ngan lessons "When
you arrive in a new place, and you don't know anybody, then you need to take a
little time. When you look around, you will notice that some people will just
look away. And then there will be a person that looks at you, and smiles." he
paused a moment. then he added, "and this is the person you gonna talk to." "Sounds
so simple," i said. "It is as simple or as difficult as you make
it." and
it is. as easy or as difficult as getting to this place. walking back to my bungakow,
i wished there would be some classes in school that teach exactly this lesson.
but then, it's different lessons for different people i guess. and the only teacher
who knows how and when to place the lessons: it is life.
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